to grampa lolo, au revoir, ciao, sayonara

since we are now apart and living our own separate lives, i would like to thank you for several things... thank you for:

1. soundbites book you fed-ex-ed me --- by our personal hero, alex kapranos

2. understanding some of my eccentricities --- oh come on, you have your own!

3. the somewhat cutthroat competition we had --- which led us to being mroe neurotic than we usually were

4. some techniques you taught me --- stuff that would have been left dormant....

5. inner jokes we shared --- i.e. i'm such a luna lovegood

6. being such a global cuisine glutton like me

7. sharing my passion for photography and franz ferdinand --- hooked you, haven't i?

8. made me think twice regarding you and him --- once again, i repeat, i'm not sorry i chose him. i'm sorry he wasn't you...

9. correcting my pronounciation of umbilicus --- kuliiiit!

10. giving me the keys to your apartment --- which led to some rather unfortunate experience with the end result of me making a huge gash on your mazda.... soweee.... i dunno what came over me... part of me half-wished i was the one you're with instead of that cow....

11. being also a harry potter freak like me --- no elaborations there

12. being such a slytherin --- also no elaborations there

13. the charlie chan chicken pasta we shared

14. the gallons of coffee we ingested

15. love you gave to me, selfish it might have been

We were so perfect but our pride got in the way. I'm still hoping for some sort of amicable friendship between us but not right now because I'm still a bit bitter about the whole thing... I would email you "See you at Kings Cross" if I finally made a decision for the best.