Written in the stars but not meant to be

Life and love's cruel joke.... I have checked every astrological horoscope, chinese horoscope, fortune teller, etc... He is the missing piece in the puzzle, the balm to my wounded soul, the knight-in-shining-armor, the downside is... I don't think he feels the same way... He once said that saying sorry to someone because you love him/her is redundant... Yeah.... I don't regret fallin in love with him.... I just don't know why I couldn't let go... Maybe because he is the epitome of everything that I once had, my dream, fun, laughter, love...... I think before Valentine's Day, I need some time off to think..... Nah, actually, sulk..... Yeah... sulk.... cry my heart and lungs out.... have a fever.... cry some more.... yeah.... this is why I hate Vslentine's Day.... I'll end up crying on that "very special" day.... Yuck! Did I just make a rhyme???? *vomit vomit*