Contradictions, contradictions

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

Haay.... buhay...... ganito lang siguro talaga...... Life's such a bitch....

Let's just say I was in a hurry to meet someone and fall in love..... Sa sobrang pagmamadali ko, I ended up as the loser (as in, may malaking L sa malaki kong forehead). Ako rin ang umasa.... at in the course sa kakaasa, nasaktan..... Mom: "Masyado ka pang bata, huwag ka munang magmadali."

Ngayon namang, I'm still trying to make up for the lost time (dahil sa kakahanap ng love). Eto, I usually don't care about how I look. I enjoy eating... (fattening myself, actually). I enjoy life without that "significant someone" holding me on a leash..... Ok na sana pero......... Mom: "Oi, bakit wala pang nanliligaw sa iyo? Hindi naman ako naniniwalang pangit ka... Ikaw kasi, hindi ka gumaya sa mga girls na ka-age mo, nag-aayos ng sarili, nagda-diet, nagme-make-up, para mapansin ka man lang!"

*sigh* Ano ba talaga???????

One thing I learned in all of this crazy b.s., never listen to anyone but
yourself. Your intuition is your guide to finding yourself, and you will
discover your perception of happiness....