!WELCOME!

to ian.... the only guy who does not let me down

thank you for being there for me, especially when my faith in the Lord wavers...

thank you for your quirky (and sometimes cheeky) comments that keeps me going even in the darkest of times

thank you for being that knight in shining armor (actually, the guy with an umbrella suring that stormy day) I do hope you ride me away onto the sunset.... darn it!

thank you for being you and for being someone special in my life....

and lastly, thank you for making a list of the sago gulaman we owe each other.... See you in San Francisco!

vintage-clothes-wearing

My mom dug out some old clothes of hers from waaaay waaaay back... as in the time when she was still slim and i was still an egg cell in her ovary (that kind of waaaaaaaaaaay back).

I found some interesting pieces that I think I could wear... Since I packed only few clothes for the holidays in the province, I wore this dress...

Voila, I looked like I was time-warped from pre-WW1 era.... oh dear.... with my hairstyle pa....

I likedd it anyway... Unfortunately, I wasn't able to take a picture of my self...

^_^

to grampa lolo, au revoir, ciao, sayonara

since we are now apart and living our own separate lives, i would like to thank you for several things... thank you for:

1. soundbites book you fed-ex-ed me --- by our personal hero, alex kapranos

2. understanding some of my eccentricities --- oh come on, you have your own!

3. the somewhat cutthroat competition we had --- which led us to being mroe neurotic than we usually were

4. some techniques you taught me --- stuff that would have been left dormant....

5. inner jokes we shared --- i.e. i'm such a luna lovegood

6. being such a global cuisine glutton like me

7. sharing my passion for photography and franz ferdinand --- hooked you, haven't i?

8. made me think twice regarding you and him --- once again, i repeat, i'm not sorry i chose him. i'm sorry he wasn't you...

9. correcting my pronounciation of umbilicus --- kuliiiit!

10. giving me the keys to your apartment --- which led to some rather unfortunate experience with the end result of me making a huge gash on your mazda.... soweee.... i dunno what came over me... part of me half-wished i was the one you're with instead of that cow....

11. being also a harry potter freak like me --- no elaborations there

12. being such a slytherin --- also no elaborations there

13. the charlie chan chicken pasta we shared

14. the gallons of coffee we ingested

15. love you gave to me, selfish it might have been

We were so perfect but our pride got in the way. I'm still hoping for some sort of amicable friendship between us but not right now because I'm still a bit bitter about the whole thing... I would email you "See you at Kings Cross" if I finally made a decision for the best.

Just what I need as of this moment

Just a ride, it's just a ride, no need to run, no need to hide, it'll take you all around, sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down. Just a ride, it's just a ride, don't be scared, don't hide your eyes, it may feel surreal inside, but don't forget, enjoy the ride.........

wanting to get away from everything

Things are just muddled up for me...... HWMNBOIBIBT apparently has his own version of relapse........ is he even worth the effort and time i'm exerting? is he worth the motivation i made him to be?

free

I want to get away, live my life and be free.

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach

You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun.
And you don't just love summer... you live for it.
So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach!

Where Should You Spend Your Summer?

You Are Lemon Meringue Pie

You're the perfect combo of sassy and sweet
Those who like you have well refined tastes

What Kind of Pie Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?